Friday, November 25, 2011

A Cupful of Grace...

I sit here, the Morning After, carrying a food hangover and memories of simple and happy revelries....

That is Thanksgiving here this year, a spectacular show of the everyday and a time to reflect. For the past few years, the Sweetheart and I have been honored and humbled to be invited to homes of friends, but this year we were on our own. I have to laugh and shake my head good-naturedly at the folks who hinted that it was a shame we weren't going somewhere, as if it were a pitiful thing that us two were "roughing it" alone.That somehow, a holiday like Thanksgiving was only appropriately observed amongst huge crowds of people sitting together at the dinner table.

Of course we missed our families, but who could lament that their favorite person in the whole world was sharing a fine feast? Being "stuck" with a guy who holds your hand and helps you clean AND cooks for the holidays? Sign me up!

And a feast it was! First the Sweetheart cooked homemade mac'n'cheese and collard greens, and then I cooked two quiches--spinach, and veggie with garden grown dill--and then baked sweet potato wedges. We finished out the meal with homemade pumpkin cheesecake and apple cider, both made from local farms, and picked up at our farmer's market.

In between good food was good conversation--we lived like kings! Who sits in warm houses with this amount of starch, sugar, good ingredients? Who makes phone calls, on satellite powered phones, to their families to wish them Thanksgiving cheer? The founding members of that first Thanksgiving feast would have never dreamed this sort of luxurious wildness in all their lives!

Beyond that, there is a great time to reflect. It's a farmer's harvest, and every year, this urban farmer takes stock of things to be finished, and those things yet on the horizon.

Right now, I can happily report that the honey harvest of this year is officially over. I literally have one ruddy jar left of all the liquid gold made from 7 hives. That's 45 frames, folks. And ALL hand harvested! Which means a good portion of my Spring and Summer was figuratively, and literally, sticky. I wonder what my beekeeping grandfather would say, at a time like this, but it sure feels mighty fine to close the circle on family history and continue this strange trip amongst my fine apiarist lineage.

Our little city garden? Other than a few random herbs, the whole thing was shot, from the get-go. I'll let you find out why by reading more HERE.

The city job is narrowing down. This is a bit of a concern, but as I've mentioned before, there are other leads happening. And, of course, I'm a bit worried, since I now have to lean a bit more on the success of this my little artistic venture. I will say, people have been either kind, receptive, or crazy in regards to these little bits of cloth, wood and paint that come together as ornaments, toys, signs and what-nots.

In the meantime, this leaves more room for art making, and this makes me heart-happy. I have lately hightailed myself into a frenzy, making new things as ideas inspire me, and have moved in spirited style, hoping to finish a few things for those looking for enchanted things for the holidays. Here are a few looking for good homes....

SNOW OWL



MOON OWL

THE POLAR(BEAR) EXPRESS

STARCATCHER


And More...are HERE

I guess this might be a good time to also mention that I'll be having a sale later today (FRIDAY) and then again on Monday and Tuesday, on both the Etsy Shoppe and The Blog, so if you are interested in these, please visit these throughout the weekend, as there are surprises planned along the way....

Speaking of surprises--join me here on Monday, as this place is hoppin' with a bit of news to share!

And whilst still on the theme of surprises--this could also be the same theme of the next few months. I don't know what unplanned amazement will step out before me, and that idea is bewildering and beguiling. I've not a clue where or what our new jobs will lead us to, when we're moving out of the city, if it's truly all happening, or whether there's too much wishful thinking on my part.

There's also a wedding to plan, this horse-drawn thing I keep harping on, and it all kicks off by visiting my family for an entire Christmas. At the very least, I plan on teaching myself knitting and horseback riding in December. Crazy? Maybe. Simple? Most likely. Yes, it's all up in the air, but maybe the plan's so crazy, it just might work.

What I do know is that this grand cup of mine overflows. Heck, I'm not even sure of the flavor I'm drinking, but it is definitely an elixir of some sort. The Fall flows into Winter, a Cupful Of Grace....

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

It Keeps On Coming...

 Kansas Field, 2009
The World is Wild and Wonderous


Life, it keeps on coming.

This post was meant to head in another direction entirely, but sometimes you get stopped cold. There was a planned special video to show you, and that still will happen, but right now, there's clearly a punched-in-the-gut thing happening, the type of thing that happens when Life calls your attention.

Two days ago, a woman that I knew died, horribly, tragically, in a car accident. She was 36. To be fair, this is the type of thing that happens every day, but it's not an every day thing. What's worse, is she was like "so many others," a remnant of a past I'd sort of moved past...and then just like that, as the news of her passing spread online, there I was, facing every level of sadness and questioning about The Meaning Of Life.

Mind you, I already question the Meaning of Life on a daily basis. These questions might include: Am I on the right track? Am I being authentic? Am I being good and fair?   And of course: Are there cookies involved? And yes, I am joking, but right now a little humor might be needed, don't you think?

But still--the sudden, and shocking events of the past weekend are just another reminder of how how very thin this web of life is. Heck, I know some eighty-year olds who've said that life was darn short; a minute ago they were 20 years old and making moony eyes at some girl and then next thing you know, they have ten grand-kids and can't get out of bed because of arthritis....

But neither here nor there...

My point here is, don't wait for your life to happen. It already is. Don't let things pass you by because you are afraid, because it requires a little work or research. You are good enough that you deserve to try to make as much of the life you envision happen for you.

People either ask me why, or assume, my life is crazy. Non-traditional. Unpredictable. And I say: yes, yes, and yes. Unapologetically yes. And I'm not saying you need to go way out on a limb, but I'm constantly stunned at how many people put up with so much that makes them so miserable, and then complain about how miserable they are--those who CRY before going to horrible jobs, tolerate abusive and dangerous relationships, YEARN to break out of their boxes, but never do it because of some feared judgement from friends, family, or even themselves.

Which I suppose brings me to the flip-side of the coin: at those times in life when you can't get what you want, want what you get. The phrase is oft-spoken, but true. Life is a twisted, coiling thing, not easily tamed by the map in your mind's eye....or perhaps it goes exactly as planned, and one need only make sense of it, hold what pieces they have in their hands, and build something more beautiful and useful with it. Trust me on this...right now, I'm supposed to be a stage actress, with Tony awards on every shelf, which is what my ten-year-old self dreamed of. Ten years later, I was supposed to be a veterinarian. Right now, I'm supposed to be taking the 500 skills I picked up along this journey, and put them to use on a horse drawn wagon trip, or a farm.

Am I unhappy I didn't get to those earlier desired places? I won't lie: sometimes I wonder if I could have done those things, but I am happy where I am.  This does not mean Life is a bowl of cherries; it's as easy and as hard as anything else, but there is immense gratitude. I have more than most folks in the world and even many folks in this country. I am a healthy person, who has the ability to live out the most colorful ideas, and with a small art career, to boot. I have many friends and people who love me (on purpose, even!) and if I stop and think of people who have half of their family members savaged by war or disease, then that is a humbling thought, indeed.

Yes, I suppose there is a Thanksgiving tie-in, here, but shouldn't every day be Thanksgiving? Shouldn't we value ourselves as precious gifts with the ability to extol that same awareness of how fleeting, rare, and amazing every single day is? Yes, I know, not every day can be a celebration, but it's a scary, funny, frustrating, amazing treasure that's here for the taking...if you keep on coming...

Friday, November 18, 2011

In Between Farms

Kansas farm sunset 2009

 
*Please note: this post is part of The Renegade Farmer's Farmhouse Fridays. You can find more information HERE.*

I am in that place again. Holding my breath. In between too much and too little happening

As a result there is much exhaustion and excitement. At the foreground, it all seems simple: city girl moves to country and starts crazy caravan dream. But in the background, there is a quiet saga going on.

At the moment, there is a perplexingly simple juxtaposition happening: The city, this crazy leviathan that the
Sweetheart and I call home, has managed to squeeze every penny (and much of our enthusiasm) out of us. The obstacle course of multiple jobs, bills, too many people, too little money, and never enough time has accrued to a sort of breaking point.

Conversely, too many interesting, albeit uncertain, things are coming up--wedding, horse projects, new jobs, and The Farm.

The Farm is the main thing. Somewhere on a mountaintop are two very kind people who want us to work with them on a farm. This farm is a small culmination of large dreams. I think I wrongly place too much importance on our salvation via this acreage, but I can say I do dream of growing our own food, making our own food, and leaving dependence from so many money barons in the crazy city we are in. Yes, I will shout about self sufficiency through bugles, mountain-tops, and on this blog, but who can blame a girl if she wants to breathe a bit easier by taking care of herself as fully and independently as possible?

Here, the small and highly detailed dreams persist: heirloom plants growing, heritage livestock, two fine horses and maybe even a hammock to swing from, and a pond with fish and colorful flowers.....

The problem right now, though? Because so much GOOD is happening with my friends' company, they are having to regroup and refigure what to do....so I guess the worry for me is, after my December month with my parents, I'm not sure what January holds. Now, it's about hoping against hope that all our schedules line up. Because after January, I plan to have fully changed paths from this New York City life.

I know, somewhere in my heart this will happen, but it all seems frozen with too-much-and-too-little gridlock. And how does a girl keep planning her horse adventure extravaganza when Life throws up it's little road block? You know, other than with cookies and a few old timey mountain music on the CD?

So cross your fingers for me. The world right now, in my eyes, is hopeful when it lives on a farm. That is where I am most at home, this much I know. With each trip away from New York, into the golden worlds of Iowa, or the ever-greened world of upstate New York---or any acreaged  world-- it's always about the farm.

And sometimes that's how I feel: I hold my breath, in between too much and too little happening. In between farms.

Thursday, November 17, 2011

The Rookie


Well, this is a fine mess I've gotten myself into, this horse business. But the more I know of it, the more I fall in love with it. Some people call this old fashioned, and maybe that's partly why, though they couldn't understand that horses are still used to work today.

Some parts of me creak under these ideas of modernity, though I won't shy away from the hypocracy of this thought process either. You can't REALLY talk about leaving the modern world, and then go and type it on a computer for others to see.

But my problem right now: I'm a rookie. I am fully aware of how raw I am, and I guess that awareness is  the first best step in moving forward. Since my last post, I wanted to thank the many of you who stepped up and emailed and commented your advice. Please know that I am intently listening and learning.

And for those of you who put forward the sincere and kind counsel to make sure the animals are well trained, therefore safe and that I am well trained, and also safe, know that I am not taking anything for granted; I've worked too long with animals to ever be able to forgive myself if something happened to the horse or horses. Clearly, they are willing to serve their master, but if I put them smack into this project, it was technically not their choice.

At the same time, I'm pretty green. Right now, the whole notion of this project hitting all seems like some destination perched on the highest point of Mount Kilimanjaro and I don't have a proper map. I mean, I have to sheepishly admit that the top picture represents most of my learning: reading, and more reading, videos and a few horse lessons under my belt. It's tough, living in the city, always busy. Access to appropriate training is the needle in the haystack, at the moment.

The challenging part, at the moment,  is finding a local or relatively local driving trainer. And some proper funds for the lessons. They aren't cheap, but I figure definitely worth it since most of the teamsters have spent a lifetime perfecting their knowledge, knowledge of the animals, of equipment not commonly in use. So, there's that, but I'll either be persistent or clever, or lucky(!) and it will somehow get done.

Meanwhile--things are on the move:

*As of now, I am with my parents starting December 5th. Looks like I will be participating in a few horse riding lessons while I'm there.

*Unfortunately, I haven't been able to sniff out a proper area in Northwest Florida that teaches driving. Any ideas are welcomed!

*Right now, I am trying to raise a bit of cash for this expenditure. So, forgive the shameless plug, but feel fre to visit my Etsy Shoppe at any time and know your purchases will go to a direct little stipend I've squirreled away for this particular project, and this project ONLY.  And many thanks from one wild haired city girl!

*I've sort of figured, along those same lines, that I'll have a big BLOG sale over on my OTHER SITE, on December 1st.
This is in part to raise money, but also since we're moving in a few months, I need some of those lovely items to find new homes!

Please note that these are my own personal treasures, collected over decades! Expect items from India and the Middle East, vintage and antique items, folk art, and some of my own folk art as well. Plenty of good prices and good deals! Nice stuff in time for the holidays!




So, that's the update so far! Stay tuned TOMORROW as there are more stories to follow!

Friday, November 11, 2011

On The Road...Again...


 **Please note: this post is part of The Renegade Farmer's Farmhouse Festival Fridays.
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And so it begins...again.

A couple months ago, I received not one, but two inquiries that politely but pointedly questioned my intentions on this space, a blog that spoke about horse-drawn adventure but did, in fact, have little to show for it. I couldn't blame them; I suppose when you talk about something as far-fetched as traveling around via 19th century transport, and you don't give 'em the goods, the effect is like a butter knife cutting rawhide....

At the same time, I couldn't really answer because...well, I had no answers. I was busy traveling the country via NON-horse drawn wagon methods, which is the best that I could do. And, if I do say so myself,  it was an equally magical adventure, sans horse or buggy.

So why post on this NOW? Because I can finally say, I DO have some answers.

You see, while I was telling you about the  Mid-West, and regaling you with stories about antique underskirts, bee swarms, art projects and various and sundry mis-adventures on my part, the wheels were still turning. The horse project was never far from my mind and heart, but sometimes the fires have to be stoked a little at a time to keep the flames burning longer.

All this time, when you thought you were reading about a crazy city girl modestly traveling about, you wouldn't know the half of it...there were inquiries, emails, phone calls, and other covert plotting the likes of which have me heading off in a totally new direction...

So now I'll tell the whole of it:


It looks like I will be hitting the road, on a horse, in 2012.

Yes.

And in other interesting developments:  the fiance and I might also be moving to Upstate New York to finally take up farming, early next year.

How this whirlwind developed is the subject of another post altogether, I think, but for now...here are the plans:

 I will be spending the month of December staying in Florida with my family, and this would be a great time to polish up some basic horse-riding lessons. I plan to continue more art there, and to help with a wonderful Christmas for my aging parents.

From there, if all goes well, we will (finally!) move out of the city that's lately become such a yoke to us, and this is where I hope to continue training in driving horses, and where I pray I can find one or two very brave animals that will take a route through some part of America.

I have contacted THESE FOLKS about an actual covered caravan, which would be rebuilt to accommodate a team of fine equines.  IF this all goes without a hitch (so to speak!) I can say that this will possibly go from late Summer to early Winter of next year!

Now..some possible complications:

I have to tentatively say I might use a wagon in this fine operation. The more I research this project, the more I worry that the wagon will make for trickier motility....for all I know, I might just RIDE through the country, as a horse and rider can maneuver in far smaller, narrower, and more harrowing places than a hulking wagon and a slowed-down team.

Which brings me to this---the route will depend on the LEAST DANGEROUS aspects to the horse(s) in question. The safety of the horses is my biggest worry about the whole adventure. If I feel adding a wagon here, and forcing the animals onto unsafe or busy roadways will get them hurt, then there's got to be another option.


If you'd noted on the sheepwagon site on the link above, those things don't come cheap. Granted, there's a reason for the price tag, as I've never seen such amazing craftsmanship. I've got funds tallied up for other the horses or the wagon, but not for both. I've had friends suggest asking for donations but...really? Do people really give to such expenditures?

And a final, random thought: I've had folks suggest this be a documentary. Would people really watch this folly? Does anyone want to come along to film these antics?


So, I don't know. Right now, to be fair, this little post is more of a dreamy confession, or a shaky one. Truth is, I can't know how this thing will turn out. If I can't raise the money, then clearly this thing will go into overtime. I can't know if my skills as a wagoneer will be up to par, or whether I get clever and ditch the wagon, and then off we go! So right now, this is sort of the "rough draft" place, an area where it's easy to put a hope and a goal down on paper, but so crazy to see to reality. There are a whole lot of variables that make this one crazy notion....

I worry that this thing might not happen: at the very least it's a load of an embarrassment, put out for public scrutiny.  At worst its a failure for me, who'll probably beat myself up quite a bit about it, as Virgos are wont to do.  At the same time, parts of me is also excited about the new world of farming next year, so who knows what the future will bring.

So does anyone have thoughts, ideas, suggestions (I'll take any advice other than "you're crazy." We've long passed that stage by decades!), on the project, or even a horse to sell??

STAY TUNED next week, as there will be more mayhem, and more news..and I'll have stuff to sell to fund the moving/horse adventures!

Thursday, November 10, 2011

Intersected...

Putting up fences, Kansas 2009

I'm a chameleon, they will tell you. The ones who know me well.

Usually, people will discover this love of doing TOO MANY THINGS, and respond with incredulity, even mockery. I don't blame them. I'm not one of those people with one title. I'm not a doctor, a lawyer, a plumber. I don't even know what you might call me...a hoarder of jobs?

I didn't start out this way, my life a circus act, juggling any number of occupations. First, I wanted to be an artist. Then I wanted to be an archeologist (that love of old things dies hard, I tell you!), then a vet (because I love animals), then a performing artist (because I loved theater).

It seemed, for the longest time, the animal and performing art thing won out. My day jobs seem to revolve around animal care, and my "alter ego" revolved around a stage. Then the farming bug kicked in, which lead to any number of things....

Why am I telling you this...well, my intersected life seems to hit fast and furious lately. My farm life, my folk art life, and this world take up a good bit of time...three blogs, one radio show, and not a whole heap of money, but it's never boring around here.

I wanted to mention it also, in the off-chance that any one of you reading this (and I'm making a grand assumption that more than four people actually come here to peruse my crazy ramblings!) might be interested in my other lives?

My farming life--which includes some other great writers--is THE RENEGADE FARMER. There, I thought if people wanted to participate in Farmhouse Fridays, it might be nice to cross promote it here (click the previous red link and it will take you directly to the Farmhouse Friday page). We'll be doing another round of Farmhouse Fridays TOMORROW, so if you are interested, I'd love hearing from you!

My folk art is a natural extension of my mother's European folk tales and fables. Vagabond Creations was always meant to be a magical extension of this site, and there are a few interesting folk art toys, dolls, wood burned items and more. To find out more, you can see HERE

On a final note: while my life seems unconventional, it's nice to know that I'm not alone--I've found other energetic types who seem to take in stride a number of jobs, hobbies, interests, and more. In fact, I suppose you could call my life a sort of ornate farming in that farmers, daily, also have to take on various tasks, roll with the punches, and be able to switch gears at any given moment. I won't say I'm quite there, yet, as my rural counterparts but....

Stay tuned TOMORROW--as you'll see how that will change!

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Lost and Found

 A small sample of antiques items I purchased in Iowa.
Clockwise: an old doily, a fingertip towel, an emboidered bun warmer, a large cutwork table cloth, various sugar spoons. Who makes stuff like this anymore?


There are things that I fear are lost. Lost knowledge, a lost way of life.

These are things thrown by the wayside in most "civilized countries," trumped in the name of progress and any number of other reasons. While some of these would be welcomed notions, I don't know that it's makes for an overall better world.

Call me an old-fashioned sort, but there are just some time-worn things that can't be replicated by newer, fancier packaging. There is no spin-doctor who will tell me that plastic stuff will outdo the same thing made in wood or another natural material, that cheaply made foreign goods will beat locally made artisanal objects.

Maybe that is why I love antiques. There's something to be said when underwear 100 years old can still be as pristine and beautiful as when it was first sewn, and on the opposite spectrum, some "made in China" wear won't last past it's one year warranty date. More than anything, there is a part of me who wants to hold onto these beautiful and useful items before they too, are lost in the world of newer manufactured goods.

Worse yet, is the fear of losing old wisdom. Not just the general attitude about life, and its pinnings, but actual knowledge. This blog, this little part of my life, after all, was done in the quest for specific knowledge: a horse drawn life. And yes, while one surprising, if obvious, bit of news is that the project still is in the undertaking (which I will soon make you aware of), the bigger bit of news is that it is THE DOING of the thing that interests me, not the NOVELTY of the doing of the thing.

Don't ask me why this is, but I have loved this sort of learning for a long time. I have been fascinated by the lives of people who came before, as were told by the stories from my parents. Old objects were fascinating for their histories, and for the glimpses into a long gone culture. If nothing else, it was a curious peek into the mores of very specific times: why DID women have to have five-million-layers of clothing, each recalling the owner's proper "ladylike" status?  Similarly, why were all grand dining affairs glutted with various and sundry pieces of dinnerware, even dishes to put meat bones on, and tiny plates just for butter pats?  And what the heck IS a sewing bird, a horse-hair brush, and a dovetail?

And while these took a little while to figure out, I am endlessly amazed at this wide and colorful look at life. More importantly, I am saddened that this sort of life is fast left for shinier things.  And I wonder how well served we are by these things, especially in terms of self-sufficiency, and even the way we treat each other. I suppose even manners are something old-fangled, in some parts.

I think of these things, and I think of the journeys I've made this year--so remarkable and eye opening. I can see in places where some people would not think twice about, the grand kindness and understanding of these long forgotten ways.  I see in my Iowa friend Cathy Linker Lafrenz, a remarkable generosity and a love of old things which dominates even my antique fever. It helps that her wonderful husband put up with two crazy broads for a couple of weeks.

I see this same sort of kindness in friends like Linnea Crowther, who heads Slow Foods Quad Cities--a love of old-fashioned, slow made food as opposed to fake fast food? Now that's a person I can admire. Plus, she let me teach TWO cooking classes, sight unseen which was unHEARD of in my parts of the world. So I am indebted to her and her trust in my crazy cooking shenanigans.

This is also true of Tamara, Cathy's friend and now mine--a hard work life has made her frank, witty, and hilarious, but you can tell she loves farming....

And this was all begun by one green haired girl (Maggie) who takes modern farming in stride. She and her mother were kind enough to host me, and introduce their big world of Iowa, arms wide open. And her friends helped, too: the potter (Becky), the hooping girl (Dawn), the folks singer (Melanie), the cookie baker(Randi), the animal activist (Kristine), the bird rehabber (Jenni), the dreamer (Tanya), the herbalist (Lynne Marie) and SO MANY others.  By the way, while these are cute descriptive labels that help differentiate these colorful folks, don't be fooled: they are all as beautiful, complex, and dynamic as the next person and I felt like I only glimpsed a small part of these compelling souls...

All of the students who came out to all of the classes have made a profound difference, as did everyone in Iowa and Illinois. Because of them, I now know how to bake bread, save my own food, cook better than I have (and laugh at some mistakes!) and barter for things, with a strong sense of community rarely heard of in the big city.  There will probably be more MidWestern stories to come--olden stories, as I remember them, and hopefully new stories, as I can't imagine not going back....

I carry some new acumen about those things that seem lost, and a new inspiration to find out more about those things that should never be lost: good manners, a willingness to help your neighbor, a new creativity in using and thinking about money, and more. Thank you, my Midwestern friends.  These things I'll pay forward, you will see.

You will know that I have learned: nothing is lost, all is Found.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

One Bite At A Time

The view from the "cornzebo" at Miss Effie's Country Flowers and Garden Stuff


**Please note: this post is also part of The Renegade Farmer's first Farmhouse Festival. CLICK HERE for more wonderful posts!


There was an old saying my European mother had, when my sister and I were little. She would say: "You must still eat the richest cake one bite at a time."

What this meant was that even the largest, grandest thing had to be done one step at a time. Somehow this saying comes to mind, for so many reasons, when writing this post, a story about Iowa, and that journey itself.

Indeed, bit by bit, that journey to farmland, both grand and sweeping, had to be done slowly. Even here, only in little chapters, does the full effect seep into the skin better, get into your bones.

And it isn't lost on me that the woman whose quote I now used is an olden day farm-woman herself, in an era mostly forgotten; yet here I come full circle again, to the same sort of women carrying on the beacon of rural tradition, relaying it forward in the most creative way.

In a final bit of playful irony, I can appreciate the use of food in mama's little saying, because what is farming, if it isn't about food?

Yet, there are some of you who won't know this, how fragile both food and farming are in this country. Some won't care--it's not as cool as the latest technical gadget, or hot as the latest celebrity. It's not sexy and its not easy, the art of making food with just soil, seed, sun, and faith. It's not tidy, ushering animals through birth to their death, at your hands. There is something sacred and profane in the whole thing, but for most people, it comes wrapped in celophane, sterile and price-tagged, with no notion how it came to be.

Before the world became corporatized, before your food became a mass-produced result of debauchery, filled with poisons and pesticides, experimented on, treated in horrible conditions (and most standard supermarket food IS that, don't fool yourself otherwise), Farmer Brown,  his wife and family provided your food. And it is a long standing advantage of people who own a bit of Earth, to be free to grow their own fixin's.  And yet with it, comes a great responsibility, and a great respect for the growing process, and the eating process.

I know only bits of this as a city beekeeper. Once you work with them, truly, bees are no longer just stinging insects; there is a great worry for a hive when you realize they are a source of honey for you, and they pollinate so much edible food. You will awe at these thumb sized animals that work so hard, are so intelligent.  And here, each season, if all goes well,  is sweet liquid gold for you. Suddenly, they aren't angry bugs at all, and those of us that care for bees can see the process from beginning to end, and understand that a loss of a hive is a loss of many things.

I can remember stories of my mother as a young girl, as much the same thing. I soft-hearted woman towards animals, she had to adopt a stoic stance as they butchered chickens and pigs on the family farm. This was an era well before one could even send animals to a slaughter house. It was no easy task to kill a living thing, but it must be done, and no part of the animal was wasted.
And to think of how animals are treated now is a sacrilege, my mother won't stand for me telling her stories of the way most farm animals are treated in this country anymore...

Oddly, or perhaps, understandably, this sort of knowledge seemed to permeate most of my stay in the Midwest, because--and I'll say it again--what is farming without food?

What that translates to is lots of farm folks who make most of their food. Even the young-uns, young ladies (and men) in their 20's and 30's that can bang out various types of cheeses, breads, homemade sauces, and know the secret ingredients to great buscuits, gravies, and jellies the way most kids can navigate an Xbox.  These farm-folk aren't woosies, people. While you might laugh that people can make a full course meal out of 5 ingredients and a little salt to boot, their food bills are non-existent, while yours could be mistaken for rent money. Farming is cool, folks--I thought enough of it to try to get others involved in it, too.

Such is the world of Cathy Linker LaFrenz. As I mentioned yesterday, she is farm woman, through and through-- creative AND frugal. And by frugal, I simply mean she's clever with how she saves money, not that she's cheap, or that she's not enjoying life. And that, my friends, is the key to self-sufficiency. To live life fully, but not have it live YOU. It does not take much to be happy, healthy, content. You can eat well, dress nicely, and have the life you want if you are willing to work hard, are happy with those things you DO have and be clever with how you spend your time.

Cathy is a dynamo in most aspects of her life, but she really shines in the kitchen. She is a cooking ninja. During my stay with her, she taught me how to make ricotta and mozzarella cheese, no-knead bread, and even pita bread! Meanwhile, I showed her how to make battered fried cauliflower, and the kitchen saw a whole Middle Eastern Cooking Class! I reckon that Cathy's kitchen probably had more action in that 10 days than all year! This love of farming and its hand-in-hand partnership with food would come up, inherently, during my stay with at Cathy's farm.

Such was the case during my stay,  when Cathy hosted an an site event that highlighted food and farming beautifully. Created by local Iowa City Chef Chris Grebner, it was known asThe Farmer's Table. It involved Chris creating and serving a professional meal made of ingredients found on local farms, and then serving it as a formal meal on yet another farm, which could then showcase their charm/business/beauty/ you name it.   Cathy's farm would be featured in the week I was there, and so it was a delight to help Cathy set up the house and the cornzebo.

What is a cornzebo, you ask? It is a vintage corn-crib that has been outfitted like a gazebo. Did I not mention that Cathy's alter-ego Miss Effie is wicked creative?

Inside of the cornzebo, being outfitted for event-time!



Cathy and her honey, Cliff, decked the place out with long benches and chairs. As Chris and his staff worked Cathy's kitchen, we did our best to beautify the cornzebo for our reserved guests:

It's times like these when it helps to have a flower farm!

Bouquets for the table...picked straight from Miss Eff's and arranged by Cathy, since my paltry attempts to start them were going south fast!




Cathy's enamelware plates and  colonial stoneware water dispenser worked beautifully here....



The table settings..lots of beautiful elements coming together...






Miss Effie's and yours truly! Aren't we a pair? By the way, my hat, fingerless gloves, and Miss Eff's shawl were hand knit by Cathy! She is amazingly talented! And I got to keep the gloves!



And here are our food maestros of the evening. R-L: Chris's friend Aaron, Chris's wife DeeAnn, and Chris himself, in Cathy's Kitchen.



A nice crowd showed up for the festivities....



...and food itself was stupendous!  I must say, even as a vegetarian, I appreciated the amazing courses. "Luckily" for me, Cathy's husband Cliff sat across from me, and I turned over a nice sausage and braised Boston butt roast. As you can imagine, he was THANKFUL for my non-carnivorous status that night!

Such was the food that the sweet joke came at the expense of Chris's parents, who were also in attendance. More than once, we threatened to kidnap Chris and force him to cook and, when that didn't work, we attempted bribery. Suffice it to say, Chris is a free man, but darn if I'm not trying to find a way to make him my personal chef.

But between the laughs, there was great food, and great friendship, and the renewal about what I'd known best, but had to rediscover in a place far away from home: food is not just the items we stuff in our mouths, not just "fat to chew."  We are literally AND figuratively nourished by food: it is the canvas for social gatherings, as cooks, it's an expression of our inner culinary artist, and as any Italian Grandma will tell you, it's an expression of love.  If this is just the beginning of what food means, shouldn't we honor those that grow it for us.

I remember Cathy, at the beginning of our meal, introducing the evening events. Feisty as that woman is, she sort of teared up when talking  about the importance of honoring those very farms, the cooks who work with the honest food, and the whole system of supporting one another. I won't lie here, I teared up too. Yes, I will openly admit, I'll get emotional about the small meaningful things, now so easily dismissed as "out-of-date," or "uncool." I also recognized how very fragile and precarious this way of life was, how easily we forget that there are so few small farmers fighting the good fight, how little we value these people (I mean, when's the last time you've heard of people getting into farming for the good pay, respect from peers, and worker's benefits?).....but I hope things are changing. I believe it.

While the world focuses on senseless celebrity marriages, too many wars, and any number of static ridden talking heads, somewhere in a field, simple and friendly people united over a simple meal by an earnest young man and his friends. While they might not have been holding hands, their quiet and humble connection was made by eating....one bite at a time.


Wednesday, November 2, 2011

The Iowa Wonderland

There are times, around here, where I have to pinch myself: dream lands are as real as the peculiar roads and situations I often find myself in. I can't complain. Strange, crazy, sometimes painful, often amazing, complicated, and frustrating is my life. But never boring. Always magical.

On the second leg of my Iowa tour, I was going to step back into one of the most enchanted of these realms. Literally, and figuratively. Iowa is like that, deceptively so, even. Amongst those corn-fields and corn fed folks, lies a beguilingly charming bunch of people. Oh, sure, the Midwesterners masquerade as a plain and honest folk (and they are), but there is some secret world, a Narnia of sorts, hidden away with wickedly creative, funny folks.

I was about to launch into the equivalent of an Iowa Wonderland on the next part of my tour, in the super-sharp carbon light form known as Cathy Lafrenz. If you can imagine a flower farm carved into the corn-scape of Eastern Iowa, then you are beginning to grasp the beauty and unlikely Neverland that is the home of Cathy's alter-ego, Miss Effie. Miss Effie and I weren't strangers, and once you met her, I doubt you'd ever forget her.

Cathy is definitely a farm-woman who didn't take any guff; I'd never beheld a soul as particularly remarkable as she was. She has jack-rabbit, lightning- in-a-bottle energy, and  is hilarious and serious and raucous, without apology. Which meant, of course, I loved her. It only helped that she was an encyclopedia of  unconventional and creative ideas and was endearingly helpful to seemingly everyone she met, without reserve! And the kicker? She loves LOVES LOVES antiques! How do I clone her and take her back to the city?!

Cathy's farm is further East in Iowa and borders Illinois. Here I would lay down my knowledge of cooking and beekeeping, learn the art of organic flower keeping, chase and be chased by Miss Eff's famous colored-egg laying chickens, and fall in love with Miss Eff's antique laden house, and Cathy and her honey, Cliff, for their amazing generosity. Indeed, you can see the magic for yourself at Miss Effies.

Cathy's a staunch believer in self-reliance, and a grand supporter in both family farms/small farms, and women's businesses, and she's a gal that puts her money where her mouth is. Her alter ego,has a Summer Kitchen (farm store, for the uninitiated), and it basically features crafts, goods and foodstuffs exclusively from women. I would've said "with the exception of the fresh eggs from her naturally raised chicken," but hey, they ARE females, so I don't have to amend the original statement!

Further, this woman seems to make EVERYTHING from scratch. Everything. I think we maybe went to the store, once,  for coconut flakes and dates. I'm guessing if there was a way to grow those in Iowa, she'd have those, too! A delightful proof-in-the-pudding moment came when she taught me how to make cheese and bread. Yes, this might be laughably simple to lots of folks, but it's this sort of thing that is the stuff of life, no gettin' around it. And it's the meat and potato stuff that I LOVE.

But before I get to that, let me just say, Cathy's little farm IS a dreamland. It is a living, breathing entity itself, with it's own personality which, in turn,  is an extension of the farming artist owner, herself.  I remember reading somewhere that "Farming is an Art." And, indeed, each farmer takes the soul of the land unto themselves to create something truly beautiful, however they interpret it.

And...Miss Effie's IS beautiful!

The sign says it all.....


The grand view of Miss Effie's famous teacup tree and farmyard!


Miss Cathy and a furry friend. Yes, this is an OUTDOOR dream bed. And it does permanently sit under a giant sad willow.




Indeed, while this looks like a manipulated photo, I assure you this IS the flower and fauna world of Cathy's making....

Awe-inspiring beauty was everywhere to be found, not least of which was found in the friendship to come....

Tomorrow! Beauty, food, friendship and one amazing antique hunt!